this earthy holiday of rebirth certainly lifts a heart, and freshens up a stale soul.
things are moving. lots is happening. it's a bit terrifying, but mostly exhilarating.
this spring air, without a doubt, makes magic happen--mostly within this heart of mine.
i'm embarking on scary things. big things. wonderful things. i'm all too aware that
the higher i aim the more dramatic the fall...but, mostly, i'm over it. sort of.
the path? well, we'll see how all the details work themselves out.
but the goal is clear: start my own school. give me ten, twenty years.
i'll have a school. i've finally given myself a heart-to-heart about real dreams,
not "back-up" dreams when the real dreams seem too crazy.
spring has given me the guts to do hard things. it's given me the will-power
to put my pride aside, to study harder than i've ever studied, to work harder
than i've ever worked--and i'm enjoying every minute of it.
this earth is moving me. is it moving you?
{ceej has arrived safely in china. miss him terribly. one week. here we go.}































